Everything should burn

Well we hadn't cut the grass so far the entire year so far.... It didn't look great but I still liked it. We had rabbits, lilies, roses, and more flowers and life every where. Then my mom said that she was going to have a neighbor and some guys come "clean it up". All they did was kill it all, nothing is taller than 4 inches now including some of the trees. My wild roses, that had belonged to my grandmother, are dead. The lilies have been ripped out, the lambsears are mowed flat, the Chinese lanterns disappeared? The list keeps going. Everything that I have known for decades, it even hurts to add an S to decade, is dead. Now my heart truly bleeds like the flower I have always loved. The even mutilated my Christmas tree almost turning it into a palm tree. I want to just pour gas and ignite the yard to end the pain. But of course if I say anything they are the ones to feel the pain and if I don't say anything they are still the ones to cry? And yet I am the one that lost all the things I have loved yet again.