Tuesday, February 22, 2011

worn but loved

it just dawned on me what i have been feeling like..... its like the tiger, the teddy bear, Woody, and all the other old toys from all the kid movies where a new better toy is brought into the kids life.

My brother is moving out in 6 days, he's 1 year and 9 months younger, but he can drive, he has a person, he has friends, and he has a developing well paying job.... and im just a cripple, that has to be driven from place to place, bounces from lover to lover, shares his friends, and has been at walgreens for 6 years.

So now i'll just be like the doll, let him live on his life as i sit on the shelf. If he wants to play with his past he can take me down, shake off the dust then put me back. It will be over an hour for him to come get me..... why would he want to

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