stupid doctors

Well first thing they asked me was how the surgery went...
They actually thought i had already had my head cut open and healed? WTF!?! I still have all my hair? So the guy tapped my knees, felt my hands, had me close my eyes and touch my nose, and said okay come back in 6 months. Oh? and did i mention this cost me $40?

Doing better...

I think I'm doing better? lol stopped cutting my arm, it's not like I ever did anything huge anyway, never really bled, just little scratches, My mom's coming back from brazil tomorrow, and then I start going to the Dr. to find out whether or not they are going to cut my head open. Let's see what else? My old friend B.K. moved in so I'm having fun, but thats only short term since then he's going back south to his home town to get away from his financial problems. Its nice to have him back again after almost a year of not talking to him. I think he got uncomfortable with how close we were getting so he needed to break it off. Hmm? The electric company wants to cut off our power? There are animals in the walls? The shower is still broken? I'm still waiting to see when we are losing the house? I have no idea how much money is wanted or needed? And i have to walk to work today......


I am doing better.....

I Told Him

Well i told him, he didnt ask..... I Told Him!? He was happy, and he was glad about the good news for me. But he was also upset that he finaly realized that now that he doesnt live with me anymore he is cut off from the 15% employee discount at walgreens... Its only the immediate family that LIVE with the employees. So he said he would go to CVS...

Surgery with an Ice cream Scoop

Well the dr. said I may be curable... The need to run some tests, the first of which would be putting me in a padded room for a week, as I'm taken off my meds, and wait for a seizure to come with wires glued to my head.... The if the tests are good, they will cut out the scar from the left side that is on the center of speech and memory.

Mitch has gone to spend time with his friend again, hasn't even asked me how it went, what they said, what might be done?

The dreams

The Wheel of Time turns, and Ages come and pass, leaving memories that become legend. Legend fades to myth, and even myth is long forgotten when the Age that gave it birth comes again.

Sometimes i wish i could just find a way stone or a portal stone or any other number of different thing from the wheel that would let me leave this world. Let me get to the wolves.... LOL though i could never live up to what perrin is.... Rand has left me, and i could never quite figure out who matt was? That or could this even be the third age? Is there a chance that the world is safe and not going to be destroyed if we dont save it?

Will i find my falcon? Soaring on the wind?

And the Music Never Plays

Well now he's selling his guitars too. i understand they are his. He need the money. But one of them is unique, i've never seen one that looks like that before, since i brought it here from brazil as a gift for him. I dont know. My mom left for her trip today. Wont be back from brazil until April 4th. Mitch leaves tomorrow. I can sit here and listen to my music.

Tossed in a heap

Well he just told me how terrible his day was, so he's going to go spend some time with his female friend, have a drink. And I'll just stay here where I'm laying since I wasn't offered to come along